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Wednesday, Apr. 13, 2005 - 7:30 p.m.

comeback
I haven't been here for a while, but I suddenly felt the need to purge some stuff that's been mounting up. Me and Aaron are okay at the moment - mostly. We still argue lots and I'm sure it's my fault most of the time. Lately it seems to be when I don't think he's listening to me, nothing drives me crazier than that. I do love him though, lots.

I wish he'd get out with other people more. He gave up on rugby (though claims he'll go on Thursday) and doesn't really go out with his houe all that often. I'm trying to be encouraging, but it's something he just has to do for himself.

Just found out that one of my close friends thinks I seem older than I am. This confuses me a little but I think I know what she means. I feel like I have the burden of wisdom without the benefits. Have sort of moved on from what happened all of those years ago, but I obviously still think about it sometimes. I also get far too worked up about things - I need to stop bitching and complaining about other people. I would absolutely love to be easy-going like the rest of my house seem to be.

My course is okay, I have too many essays/books and fartoo little time (or should that be motivation?!)

Other than Aaron (sometimes) my other happy place at the moment is work - I work at 'Lush' in the uni holidays when I'm at home and I absolutely love it. It's a group of friends who just know me as I want them too and I don't bitch at or about or anything.

Should go be productive now...