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Sunday, Nov. 23, 2003 - 4:14 p.m.
fuck it Here goes. I am in love. Completely and absolutely. I'm always thinking about him, talking to him, out with him or 'staying in' with him. And it has to stop. Not stop as in stop going out with him, but I really have to branch out and meet new people at uni. I know new people, but nobody well enough to move in with next year for example. And it hurts. I couldn't stop crying last night, and that just isn't me. I think we're obsessed with one another. Both afraid the other will meet somebody new if we spend more than a day apart. If we don't spend more time apart, however, and then we split up (or even if we don't) I'm going to have nothing else. So tonight (when I get back) I won't be going round Aaron's to watch that Charles II thing. I'll go to the pub quiz with the rest of my floor. Monday I'll read my book. Tuesday I'll go running. Wednesday, I'll go to Korfball. Thursday I'll go out with my friend Lee. After that I have no idea. I'm gonna get me a life.
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